help me pls.??

hm.i got no idea act.mcm maen kn persaan org pown ade jugak.
i love this both person in the same time.
i syg mrke bt how yea i nk kne choose each one of them.yg i syg bf i n my ex.
they hve two diffrnt chrcter..i need to choose which is bettr fr me.
tp mcm susa sngt nk lps due2.i syg due2.n tk bole nk hidup tnpa mrke.
so how yea.??mne yg lg penting.??
my bf or my ex cpl.

BF i nyh jenis yg mcm nk tk nk amek tau psl i.mcm tk amek pedulik sngt yg dye tao nk marah n ape yg dye buat smue btl.i ckp ckit mule nk slh kn i ..n dye jenis yg suke lpk2 dngn mmb.more to fren then me.tp dye sweet.dye baek.dye syg i.i tau sbb i nmpk ape yg dye buat untuk i bkn trpkse tp dngn rse syg dye dkt i.dye buat ikhlas.tp to la,dye susa i nk mnx tlong.mcm bz sngt dngn hidup dye.then dye bole lupe kn i bile2 mse dye nk.klu susa bru crik i .bru nk ckp syg rindu.nk jumpe n blabla~~

EX dye sme skulah n sme level je dngn i.dye baek dye snng i mnx tlong tp to la.
i ade bf tp mnx tlong org laen mcm tk de gune i ade bf.smue tk bole nk hrp kn bf i.smue nye ex i yg tlong.i mcm terhutang budi dkt dye.kdng2 sdeyh dpt bf mcm bf i to.tp i kuat.evryday i sba n i cube perbtlkan keadaan tp.it juz a same as usual...i dh blur.then my ex keep coming over me.dye yg dtng layan i mcm mne i nk.dye jmp i slalu.dye yg bnyk bantu i n wht kind of things i mnx tlong.dye sngt nice to me.sato kple.suke gelak2 dengn dye.suke borak2 yg bukan2 dngn dye.dye sngt open.

so i donnw which one off them yg ptt jge i btl2.i need a person y btl2 bole jge i n syg kn i.bkn sbb i nyh jd mangse bile dorng susa or whtevr.hmm.i confuse.. =C