DISAPPOINTED

ouh god!apehal je nyh.i tk phm la ngn bf i.mcm bdo own ade jugak dye nyh..
citernye mcm nyh,smlm i suro dye amek i d shlh pada bsk nye.i nyh still student lg pown my mum my dad abg2 smue tk de.i sty sorng je sejak due menjak nyh,then i mnx tlong dngn bf i.
so i pg shlh,dlm kul11 mcm to i msg dye i tot abg tk pegi kije.i nk suro abg je amek.
tk nk nyusah kn bf i.kul 12 i cl abg dye ckp tk dpt amek.i cl bf i soh amek dye ckp tk pat nk amek,dye suro i naek bas.
so i pown tnggu la bas dgn panas terik nye.i dh la tk biase naek bas.
tmbng pown tk tau bpe.
hmm.i tngu2 pnye la lme.bru la ade bas.
smpai2 je kt umh i text bf i.i ckp dh smpai dye bising2 tnye i blek naek ape.
i sje la ckp jln kaky.dye tnye lg ckp la btl2..i grau lg i ckp naek kaky.
tk lme lps to dye mule tuduh i.
dye ckp i blek naek moto dngn ex cpl i.mcm sial je.padahal i menhan panas kt bastop mcm bdoh!ei skt nye haty.
dngn lth2 nye to.mcm nk pecah je kple nyh i rse.skrg lngsng tk cntct i.mcm bdo kn.i mcm nk buno dry pown ade jugak.ape lg yg dye nk i tk tau.i bnyk sba dngn ape yg dye buat.tp snyap.i snyap sbb i mls nk gado i syg dye.i klu bole mmng tk nk tinggal kn dye.tp klu dh mcm nyh mcm mne nk than lg.pls la.
mcm ne nyh.???

help me pls.??

hm.i got no idea act.mcm maen kn persaan org pown ade jugak.
i love this both person in the same time.
i syg mrke bt how yea i nk kne choose each one of them.yg i syg bf i n my ex.
they hve two diffrnt chrcter..i need to choose which is bettr fr me.
tp mcm susa sngt nk lps due2.i syg due2.n tk bole nk hidup tnpa mrke.
so how yea.??mne yg lg penting.??
my bf or my ex cpl.

BF i nyh jenis yg mcm nk tk nk amek tau psl i.mcm tk amek pedulik sngt yg dye tao nk marah n ape yg dye buat smue btl.i ckp ckit mule nk slh kn i ..n dye jenis yg suke lpk2 dngn mmb.more to fren then me.tp dye sweet.dye baek.dye syg i.i tau sbb i nmpk ape yg dye buat untuk i bkn trpkse tp dngn rse syg dye dkt i.dye buat ikhlas.tp to la,dye susa i nk mnx tlong.mcm bz sngt dngn hidup dye.then dye bole lupe kn i bile2 mse dye nk.klu susa bru crik i .bru nk ckp syg rindu.nk jumpe n blabla~~

EX dye sme skulah n sme level je dngn i.dye baek dye snng i mnx tlong tp to la.
i ade bf tp mnx tlong org laen mcm tk de gune i ade bf.smue tk bole nk hrp kn bf i.smue nye ex i yg tlong.i mcm terhutang budi dkt dye.kdng2 sdeyh dpt bf mcm bf i to.tp i kuat.evryday i sba n i cube perbtlkan keadaan tp.it juz a same as usual...i dh blur.then my ex keep coming over me.dye yg dtng layan i mcm mne i nk.dye jmp i slalu.dye yg bnyk bantu i n wht kind of things i mnx tlong.dye sngt nice to me.sato kple.suke gelak2 dengn dye.suke borak2 yg bukan2 dngn dye.dye sngt open.

so i donnw which one off them yg ptt jge i btl2.i need a person y btl2 bole jge i n syg kn i.bkn sbb i nyh jd mangse bile dorng susa or whtevr.hmm.i confuse.. =C

momo tangis,hmm.this is wht them cll tk de ksh syg yg sempurna..mcm sedeyh pown ade.hhuhu act i sedang kecil aty dngn my bf lo.ade la this guy i mean my bf.tk tao ape yg dye buat mcm ade sato magnet la dkt dye.klu nk mnx ptus pown mcm haty nyh nk tp dye yg tak mau.ha?tk phm yea??tk phm tk pe la,jux nk luah kn perasaan je nyh.momo pening la mcm mne nk buat..blur la guys.hmm

first,this oneday i tnggu dye since dye pegi traning then slalu dye blek kul6 lbh.
stat trning kul 5..
i tngu,punye tunggu smpai kul 8 bru dye call or text i.then dye ckp pegi mndy la kn.
smp kul 10.tk rse pelik ke huh.??
mcm kne typu pown ade jugak..tk kn berendam kot.klu brndam pown tk de la smp 2-3 jam kn.klu ade hal pown atleast i dont he tell me.kn.?
hmm secare am nye,i tk suke menunggu.mcm haram! i paling angin btl klu nk tnggu2 org nyh.
i rse mcm tertypu dn d typu.

second,bf i nyh tk de la 'hnsem' tp i tao rmai gul2 dkt srmbn to knl n suke dye mcm ade sato langkh untuk rampas this guy form me la.risau ade,tk snng ddk pown ade.ape nk buat pown tk tao.klu terlampau amek tao nnty dye ckp i konkong dye kn.so i let dye buat ape yg dye nk buat.
hanye mmpu bergntung pda dye sje.dye syg i dye tk gatal kn.??
lalala~


last,i sumpah syg dye ouh.i pena mnt kat dye since form 1 lg.dh nk dkt 5 year haty i tk penah berubah untuk meminati dye.hahaha~ poyo nye,so we hve been togther since pass 3 year.so 3 year lbh la.tp knp yea i mcm susa nk ckp syg dkt dye.bile dye ckp syg dkt i.i nk bls to yallah berat nye mulut ni padahal dlm haty berdentam-detum dnga dye ckp cmto.nk bls nye mmng ade besi d mulut nyh.msty dye terase kn.kn?
bgus la to.mknenye mcm to la i susa nk lps kn dye ..
lala land.i tk phm la ape i mrpk tp the true is.i syg bf i mcm mne i syg kn my family..
i tk suke u all.kwn sje kn.kn?
bgus...

momo monteng today!!

THEDAY,i ponteng sekolah.hahaa. sumpah paling mls i nk pegi skulah today.ade rse satu mcm beban d mte nyh nk bukak n bngn pegi skulah.

oh god!! i bru teringt spm tidak lme lg.bt pedulik ape.mte nyh nk pejam punye psl.
lngsng smbung kn mmpi yg indah d ats kamar ku yg berwarna prple bercorak i mean bergamba mickey mouse.(sumpa mcm budak2.)n my selimut yg best tk terucap lembut huaaa~ aircond yg superb sejuk.bilik yg superb gelap.adui mmng tk nk bngn dh.n at the time 6.30a.m i bngn dn trun kebwh.serta berkte kpde abg i. "bang org tk pegi skulah yea arini,dkt skulah tk blja pown",..
dan abg memblsnye "oh,ok...pegi lah tydo.",...
hua sngt hebat la bang..syg kau bang!!aha~ dn bermula kembali mmpi indah ku.sehingga jam d handfone i pkul 10.00a.m
.bangn2 je,trus capai fone tngk2 ade msg ke tidak.huhu~
then msk my bathroom,gosok gigi,cuci muke,n i buat ape yg patt.afta that i trun tngk2 cousen i dh kua kn baby kitten i..
sngt nakal.dye bole ggt2 kaky i,over btl kucing nyh.ddk je dpn tv perut dh buat konsert,hebat gile konsert dye.mcm ade suare sumbng yg kedengaran.so i pown ckp la dkt cousen i nyh "kemy msk la sadin ke ppe ke mcm terse lapa la bole.??',..
"oh,jp lg la kemy msk k.",kte kemy smbl mengunyah kerepk yg di ktekn tidak elok untuk gigi tp dye bantai jugat mkn.i tao dye lapa..tp buat2 tk lapa.tidak lme kemudian dye pown bngn trus kedpur msk lah beliau sadin yg kuminta sebentar td.(hehee) sesdh siap nye sadin itu.kami menjmh sadin itu bersame2.aha~ best habis ouh.mkn sadin dngn roty ok kne la diet ckit.nk kurngkn bert bdn la ktekn.huhuu..
so i pown suda knyng terlentng la i d sofa yg berwrne maroon ,alang2 i tenga ddk i pown cube2 la membuka buku..
huhuu mcm tk percye i bole stdy dpn tv.huh~ haram tk msk .tp ade la ckit.kikii~..
tk lme lps to,i ade rse mcm tertekan ckit kaky i kne hentam ngn anak kucing.then i pown cube2 la on9.ade la rkan2 lme i nyh cmmnt2..


KAA-(i punye mummy KMK)
EPY - (mmber chatting i d myspace.kami suke kongsi cerita bersme)
AYEEP-(act i tk brpe knl this guy tp dye knl i .tk pe la to.dye ckp i feymes aha~ )

ten i on 30mnt la mcm to,i pown off la kemudian nye.i cube2 nk stdy blek.so stdy punye stdy.
skaly i dnga bunyi enjin krte.
tngk2 mama i yg balik.dye bawe pulang sato beg LV bt not ori la about RM350++
somthng like tht la.mcm tk lawa.
tp ape bole buat dh org bely kn ambik jela kn.syukur!heee~
dlm pkul 5 i naek then mule baring kn bdn i d katil i td.smbil to i maen lah gme .msk2.
gile syok.dan bermule lah i teringt ,cousen i stdy UPm so i tnye dye mcm2 bout U..i pown brpk pnjng..
ade ke i pelung nk msk mne2 U or kolej klu i maen2 aje d skulah..??
hmm..
soo i berpk smpai la skrng..
i nk tnye u guys la.ade ke i pelung klu i mcm nyh je tk de usaha untuk berjye.??
act itu la point i nk cter kn d ciniyg laen to hnye buah dye sje.huhuu~
bg la pendpt u guys yg dh abs skulah to kn.atleast ade la org bg i nyh ceramah yg msk oatak ckit..
tq akhir crite yg gile.

momo bebel je today

at 25th july 2009 act.hua momo hepy doh,kua lpk2 sme mmb.sumpah dh lme tk hangout sme mmb.ask dok ruma mcm kucing je.aha~.
makan.makan.borak.borak sambil gelak.tngk gelagat org di sekeliling gile best .bt jux only three of us je yg kua.bt its ok la.atleast tk kelang kabut klu kua ramai2 mcm anak semut berkeliaran hahaa...
nywy its mostly fun,sngt best walaupun dkt2 seremban sje.bt my fren make me mostly heppy .luv u guys the most la babi!

haha~ mcm to jela cerita nye..lalaa ~ momo bebel ckit je kot.mlm2 tk elok bebel sorang2.nnty org ckp msk hantu hahaa.